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Off-Topic => All of all! => Topic started by: Ace of Spades on August 01, 2005, 02:55:53 AM

Title: Let us all pray for Darkfox
Post by: Ace of Spades on August 01, 2005, 02:55:53 AM
Everyone of charas, pray for Darkfox. This is a sad night. Whether you knew him or not, liked him or not, it doesn't matter. Darkfox was a good friend of mine, and I guess I really can't blame myself...Raffles can't be blamed, the internet can't be blamed. There must've been something else in Darkfox's life that he wasn't telling us about. I just pray that he didn't go through with it...
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Post by: oooog on August 01, 2005, 03:00:46 AM
Ok, I have little idea as to what's going on, or why this is going on, but I'm pretty sure, judging by what I have read, things have gotten extremly out of hand.  Yes, I am praying for Darkfoz (though I barely knew him), but, I'm not sure I want to return to charas at the state it's in.
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Post by: drenrin2120 on August 01, 2005, 03:00:55 AM
Well said, AoS. I've said my prayers, and I'll say them again. We hope DF is strong enough to pull through. Don't scare us like this, we're prayin' and hopin'.
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Post by: WarxePB on August 01, 2005, 03:08:11 AM
All we can do is pray and hope...
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Post by: DragonBlaze on August 01, 2005, 03:09:24 AM
Well I just got done reading the whole 7 page convorsation in which this whole thing started. DF came here because he was looking for friends, and now a lot of you simply turned on him, I don't know who was  right or wrong, but thats not the point, whats done is done.

Whats important now is that we let him know that we care about him. E-mail him, talk to him on msn, or do something to let him know that we still want him around.
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Post by: Linkforce on August 01, 2005, 03:17:58 AM
Pray doesnt do much IMO. Its free will. Free Will can and will overcome any spiritual, mental, or physical dilemna. It's up to him and only him now.....no matter what any one says. It's sad to think it that way, but it is the dead truth...
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Post by: GaryCXJk on August 01, 2005, 03:18:30 AM
That's just... sad. Not sad in sad, but sad in pathetic.

I don't have any true friends, but I concider some friends. And I bet they do too. How? Because I socialise. I'm different than everybody, and I'm never willing to change, but when you go chin-up, you can find people to talk with. And saying "lots of crap happens on my school" is not an excuse. You can use it as one, it's still a bad one. There are always some of people who care for you, even if they say they don't.

And I know from experience. I'm affraid of killing myself, because I would cause more grief to others than when I'm getting hit by a train, or crash in a plane accident or get shot or something like that. You will need to think of that.

I have nothing more to say, really, this all sums it up. Suicide is sad. And sad in pathetic.
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Post by: InsaneJP on August 01, 2005, 03:18:43 AM
yes a agree with everyone Darkfox is a great person and a great addition to Charas so i to am hoping nothing has happened
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Post by: oooog on August 01, 2005, 03:22:51 AM
Man, I wish I didn't reutnr to the site till this blew over, or, I returned earlier, and I could've been that 1 needed voice to stop all this ****.   I didn't even do anything, and I can't even sleep.  I'm not even thinking about my broken foot anymore.  All of this is just wrong.
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Post by: drenrin2120 on August 01, 2005, 03:22:56 AM
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Originally posted by GaryCXJk
That's just... sad. Not sad in sad, but sad in pathetic.

I don't have any true friends, but I concider some friends. And I bet they do too. How? Because I socialise. I'm different than everybody, and I'm never willing to change, but when you go chin-up, you can find people to talk with. And saying "lots of crap happens on my school" is not an excuse. You can use it as one, it's still a bad one. There are always some of people who care for you, even if they say they don't.

And I know from experience. I'm affraid of killing myself, because I would cause more grief to others than when I'm getting hit by a train, or crash in a plane accident or get shot or something like that. You will need to think of that.

I have nothing more to say, really, this all sums it up. Suicide is sad. And sad in pathetic.


Suicide is not the answer, I agree, but it doesn't mean it doesn't happen. Some people's scars can run just too deep.
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Post by: Linkforce on August 01, 2005, 03:24:03 AM
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I'm affraid of killing myself, because I would cause more grief to others than when I'm getting hit by a train, or crash in a plane accident or get shot or something like that.


I agree 100%
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Post by: GaryCXJk on August 01, 2005, 03:28:09 AM
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Suicide is not the answer, I agree, but it doesn't mean it doesn't happen. Some people's scars can run just too deep.
Yes, but a lot of people walk around with these scars, trying to overcome them. My mother for example could be labled suicidal, but I can't see her pick up a knife and do harakiri. She has endured probably much more than Darkfox in her youth, she and her brothers and sister. All of them are mentally not really 100%, but they survive, and they live with the scars, and their scars truely go deep, way deeper than Darkfox's.
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Post by: Linkforce on August 01, 2005, 03:30:08 AM
It all depends on how strong your will is.
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Post by: drenrin2120 on August 01, 2005, 03:32:25 AM
Yes, I guess if Raffles did have one thing right, it was "This day and age's youth is truly a dramatic bunch." Or something along the lines of that.

I had a friend once, she seemed as happy as could be, never would have suspected she was capable of her hurting herself. Then I found out she used to cut herself.
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Post by: VahnGrave on August 01, 2005, 03:33:23 AM
He isn't dead.
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Post by: GaryCXJk on August 01, 2005, 03:33:55 AM
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It all depends on how strong your will is.
Well, then that shows how pathetic Darkfox is. If you don't have a decently strong will, you are pathetic. If my mother would experience the same, if even the weakest of my uncles or aunt would experience something similar, I bet they wouldn't take suicide as a last resort.
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Post by: oooog on August 01, 2005, 03:37:05 AM
Most of the time, I'm all about letting the person work their problems out for themselves.  At the present point, if I don't do something to help, I'm gonna feel like crap.  This whole thing started because DF felt he had no more friends no?  Well, like earlier mentioned, perhaps we should dedicate a post to him stating that he still has friends.  Or, PM/E-mail/Any form of contact you can think of.  I wanna get this resolved because I'm currently being serious.  I don't like being serious.  And the only way for me to not be serious, is to resolve this.
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Post by: GaryCXJk on August 01, 2005, 03:39:59 AM
And he is alive. You can't be active and have a bullet in your head at the same time. It would at least take 15 minutes to get you off the active list.
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Post by: oooog on August 01, 2005, 03:41:54 AM
Yeah, I read the reply for another thread, that previous post took awhile to type.
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Post by: FFL2and3rocks on August 01, 2005, 03:44:25 AM
Holy crap, I leave my computer for a short while and all this happens. >_< I pray he doesn't go through with it... problems can be worked out and enemies can be forgiven...
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Post by: Darkfox on August 01, 2005, 03:58:50 AM
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I'm sorry everyone for my emotional outbreak, it was stupid... at least I can tell you your praying wasn't in vain... and I thank you all, I thought I had nothing left to life for... I'm going to try to make this up somehow.

I just couldn't pull the trigger. My parents have been silent but maybe they didn't see me... I just hope at least I won't be getting grounded, though I most likely deserve it...
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Post by: Lighting Half Dozen on August 01, 2005, 04:17:03 AM
Oh boy...Well..i did include him in my poem...
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Post by: Trevlac on August 01, 2005, 04:28:43 AM
Shut up all of you crybaby, emo, *********
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Post by: carmen on August 01, 2005, 06:49:52 AM
nice try trev....anyways DF is a valued and old member of charas....he's cool with me. Charas problems are really small problems really...that are easily fixed. So talk it out...don't get angry.
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Post by: Drace on August 01, 2005, 09:00:14 AM
Suicide sucks. Just don't. I find people who kill themselves because of their problems patethic. You have to fight your problems, not yourself.
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Post by: wildguy3922 on August 03, 2005, 11:32:40 PM
I was just scanning through stuff I missed while I was at work and I came up on this one. I didn't realize things were going so bad with charas. From the looks of it, it kinda looks like it was coming from Lord Raffles, I believe it.

Someone saying one thing to another, a bad thing, that person might just take it personal. I work for customer service for the USPS and I get callers all the time cursing and yelling things that insult me. I try really hard not to take them personal, but, over time I learned to make this emotional wall between me and the phone.

I can surely understand how Darkfox feels, I don't know if he's better or not, I guess I missed where he said he was, if he said it. It's a hard thing to put up with real living people sending real insults to you through text messages. It's kinda worse for me because I have to listen to their voice.

But, I just wanted to let Darkfox I cared.
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Post by: Drace on August 03, 2005, 11:40:05 PM
Hey, I haven't seen you in a while.
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Post by: wildguy3922 on August 03, 2005, 11:40:33 PM
I've been around, but I just haven't been posting.