Walk on...

[drenrin2120]

The wind is in my hair,
I've got this feeling I can't erase.
I can't look over my shoulder,
I just take it and hold my place.

My past disects from the middle,
out and through itself.
I better be careful,
I could lose myself.

One person, no two,
stand and they speak.
But the words are hollowed out,
they make me shake, they make me weak.

The wind is ripping at me,
I've got this feeling I can't erase.
I know I shouldn't look,
but behind me I should find a trace.

My past wallows through my head,
like an itch within it all.
Forget being careful,
a risk is nothing but a wall!

One person this time,
his guit' hung low to the sound.
Of a sorrowed thump in his heart,
he's left to see her in the ground.

A master at weaving lies,
a father not meant to be.
A guit' child alone,
this world is all I see.

See more people,
falling apart,
growing apart,
becoming a part of life.

This is what we do,
we rip out other's hearts.
We act like we care,
but we could never really start.

We are selfish, we are sinned.
We are human, we are pinned.

The wind has died along the cove,
I've got this feeling I can't erase.
I take a look over my shoulder,
but it's as empty as my heart should replace.

Walk on...

[NightGlider]

You got talent musicaly huh? I really admire you as one of charas valuable members.
Great poem Drenrir2120.

[drenrin2120]

huh, there's something you don't hear everyday.

lol, jk. Thankyou, but I can name plenty of ppl that are jsut as, if not more, important and valuable than me.

[Drace]

Come on Dren, you know you're a valuable member.

Anyhoe, good poem.

[drenrin2120]

shucks... lol

[drenrin2120]

Note: This is a short poem I just finished, I don't really like it, but meh.


Reminisce is easy,
But don’t let it consume you.
I’ve been told that before,
But what can I say?  

“Wake me up,
when September ends”,
But I wanna live again,
When September begins.

“I don’t practice Santeria,
I ain’t got no crystal ball.”
Hell, I’ve barely got a hold,
Of my own essence that I call.

I sit here listening,
I love to listen.
So, I let my mind go,
I love to let go.

[drenrin2120]

Feel trapped?
Suffocating in your own room...
Feel capped?
Your very soul has been doomed...

Lately I've done nothing,
I've sat in this house and rotted.
I wanna be everything with something,
but my something has been clotted.

A wholesome, grade "A" loser,
So sing with me and rave...
"Whatever tomorrow brings",
I'll die for the next breaking wave.

Each day goes by,
like a forgotten dream,
that you hold within and cry,
for yourself you can't redeem.

Nothing is forever,
everything is for nothing.
But some think forever,
While the rest cry for nothing.

Congratulations,
I’m dead inside.

[drenrin2120]

My brothers,
a bond too strong to pass.
My brothers,
Since my first breath to my last.

We are the three,
We’ve been through two,
Fathers that mean nothing, not one,
But as brothers we need none.

We have strength stronger than any war.
We have strived farther than any dollar whore.
We have become as much as one as we are separate.
We are brothers with that bond you can’t forget.

But now one of us has left,
As every family does.
They slowly leave the nest,
And find what they’ve tried to love.

So the war we conquered,
Within ourselves,
Consumes the one we never thought,
Could hold that gun amidst his new hell.

His scars run deep,
We know but don’t say.
He knows we’ve wheeped,
Even the brother that hates this way.

So we’re back together,
But not too long.
I’m beaten and bruised forever,
And it seems so wrong.

As brothers,
a bond too strong to pass.
My brothers,
Will “kick his lilly ***“.

But we’ve been betrayed,
Such a strong word to say.
But the brother that hates this way,
Is lost within it’s luring pay.

We are brothers,
We make mistakes.
I hate him for this other,
But we’ll grow for our sake.

Because…

We have strength stronger than any war.
We have strived farther than any dollar whore.
We have become as much as one as we are separate.
We are brothers with that bond you can’t forget.

[drenrin2120]

The ocean rises,
one swell at a time.
I’m pushed out of line,
As you cry those sweet fake tears.

All this is a dream,
I couldn’t tell you why.
It all ran together,
Why don’t you ask yourself?

I’ve never been so used!
Never been so cheated,
So badly…
hurt so badly!

I know you never loved me,
And I don’t know why,
I ever said, “I love you.”
I hate you!

But all that’s good in me,
shows through with every step,
towards leaving and
forgetting everyone.

You turned your back on,
I guess I dodged the knife.
but now you’re just a part,
of an old beat up life.

My heart beat skips one,
I’m losing control.
And everyone around me,
Is goin’ with the flow.

Lookin’ back now,
I don’t know why I wanted you.
I guess I needed,
Something to hold on to.

I’ve never been so used!
Never been so cheated,
So badly…
hurt so badly!

I know you never loved me,
And I don’t know why,
I ever said, “I love you.”
I hate you!

But all that’s good in me,
shows through with every step,
towards leaving and
forgetting everyone.

You turned your back on,
I guess I dodged the knife.
but now you’re just a part,
of an old beat up life.

You never loved me, baby.
Needed to use me, baby…
I can’t remember, baby.
We never touched, my baby…

So save your tears and fake sad smile,
for some other sucker that’ll love you a while.
You’re just a bad apple,
In this orchid of a world,
I can’t believe I picked you up.
But everything is something,
Nothin’ happens for nothing,
And I’ve learned something from you…

I never loved you, my baby.
It was just for lust, little baby…
I hate you.
You’re a double edged knife,
Little baby.
I’ve left you with the rest of an old life.

[drenrin2120]

..Refrain Below..
I sit here as the day goes bye,
past me like a dream.
Once remembered,
now lost forever.
So I try to…


The weight of it all,
comes crashing like thunder.
So heavily upon me,
Breaking down my degree.
So I try to…

You were once a figure,
To look at with wonder.
But now you’ve turned to black,
So cold, you never seem to lack.
So I try to…

Refrain…

I try to cry,
as I sit here in my thoughts.
A boiling pool of hurt and red,
churning sickly as if  t’was lead.
I’ve tried to…

Tried so hard,
To change your ignorant soul.
But you push on forward,
Falling farther down your hole.
You test it…

Refrain…

The grip I had so strong,
lingers only by your stare.
Now once remembered,
will soon be lost forever.

And so I cried…

[NightGlider]

Dude they're awesome.
You are truly a composer huh?

A quick question, do you only compose music with anvil studios, or have you ever used FruityLoops Studios?

[drenrin2120]

Every second of every day,
means we’re closer to moving away.
High schools ‘bout to start,
The last step before our lives.
So we watch as the summer sun begins,
And we remember all those times...
Our hearts became our eyes,
Don’t forget to say goodbye.

EDIT: I never heard of FruityLoops

[andy165175]

   You are Aesome! All of them rock!

[drenrin2120]

We're stirring the air,
we're caving on in.
We've lost what we've sought,
we hate what we win.
It's all in our hands now...

We're the ones knocking at the door,
you knew it all along.
So I say to you,
you think you can stay strong?
It's all in our hands now...

Now tell me the truth,
when you look in the mirror.
Do you like what you see?
Or is it too twisted to occur.
It's all in your hands now...

Your suede leather jacket,
boot to foot lift you higher.
Can all be takin' away,
with one sweep of desire.
It's all in your hands now...

That bum on the street,
could be you some day.
Do you think his family,
will chance his thieving way?
It'll all be in his hands then...

And the ones you loved,
that loved you back.
You'll forget were there,
and that's the fact.
It'll all be in his hands then...

So stare me in the eye,
and tell me that I'm wrong.
When you're starting to lie,
here me break down and long... long...

long for you to hear me out,
just listen to what I have to say.
You've seen it happen to those before,
and you remember bowing to pray.
So why is it,
you'd go back to him,
for nothing more,
than a dimebag that's been.

But you don't listen,
you can't hear your funeral lovely.
Your bonds are breaking,
as you fade into your revelry.
So we leave it, in god's hands...