Self-Esteem

[Meiscool-2]

I asked a girl out and she didn't deny me.

Then, I told her I was just asking her to see if she'd say yes or not and she got depressed.

That's how cool I am.

[Archem]

I have really low self-esteem, but I have a bunch of ways of compensating with it.

[Bluhman]

I has something against egotism, so I usually try to keep my self image realistic. 'Kay?

[Cosmos]

Originally posted by Meiscool
I asked a girl out and she didn't deny me.

Then, I told her I was just asking her to see if she'd say yes or not and she got depressed.

That's how cool I am.

XD!!

[Revolution911]

Meiscool cries everynight before he sleeps. He knows why.


My self esteem is awesome. Infact I dont even know how some of you arent going crazy KNOWING that I'm not on your bed waiting for you. Looking at you, Sandwich.

[Shady Ultima]

Mine tends to fluctuate heavily.

Sometimes I'll look at myself and be like, damn, I am one sexy beast. But then other days, I'll think I'm ugly, it's kinda weird, but meh.

[Ace of Spades]

Mine is good, overall. I've had situations where I felt really crappy about myself, and appearance and whatnot. That's why I've been working out for the past few months. :p I'm pretty much good with who I am though.

[aboutasoandthis]

Sometimes I'm up, sometimes I'm down. I'm just optimistic. I don't try to avoid a problem. I confront it even if it means a fight or something bad. My logic is, it'll get better get over it.

I kinda promised myself to never keep my head down.

There are a lot of fights up here. I've never really lost a fight. The person can't really try to kill you. The most they can do is try to humiliate you, usually by making them throw up or bleed. I've never been seriously humiliated by someone else, I do it to myself. I end up just laughing it off.

I admit I'm kinda fat. You wouldn't notice it unless you knew me when I was a kid. I was OBESE. Now, I'm maybe 10 pounds from not being overweight. Even I have had 2 girlfriends and have been on a couple dates. So if  I can do that anyone  can.

I've never really been attracted to really skinny girls. I remember knowing this one who was skinny. She didn't notice me. I didn't notice her.  Big deal. One day for Speech, she admitted how she used to be anorexic (if I spelled that right). She's getting better now. About a week after that, we went out a couple times. It was fun, but it didn't last. Now she's a good friend of mine.

I guess I just like a deep person. I'm not really depressed or anything. I've never binged on drugs or something. I've never skipped school even though I knew a lot who did. I just learned to deal with stuff.

As for the body weight thing, just stay healthy. I try to stay healthy, but it sucks that I don't have a gym or something I can go to. All I've got is PE and a Backboard on my driveway. When I have the time and the money, I'll lose a little somethin to get healthy. I'm pretty strong anyways. :p

My dad is a diabetic. No it is not the end of the world for him. He can eat whatever he wants, just as long as he excersizes. He lost 60 pounds, he doesn't smoke, and he doesn't drink as much as he used to.

Well, that's pretty much it. Turned out to be a long post. I'm not as confident as I wanna be, but I wanna say "Just be confident."

EDIT
Which reminds me. I've had a few modeling and acting offers. I didn't really go after them. It's not my thing.

[Linkizcool]

Meis, that was very mean.

I used to be very chubby, then skinny. Now I have some good muscle, and a bit in between.

The girl who wouldn't go out with me isn't shallow, she just doesn't know me as much as she would like to. She also doesn't really want to date, but I guess I did know her better at that time, she would have said yes. That being said, were good friends now, and if I waited until now, she probably would have said yes. Oh well. Eventually something'll work out.

[Emerates]

I am actually ugly.  That's not low self-esteem, that's acne, that is.  If that ever clears up, I'll be smexier than Drace.....  lol.

Most my life, I've had incredibly low self-esteem, because I've had a kind of mild depression that grew steadily worse until I was about 15.  That started when I was about.... 6.  Also, I find that I often validate myself through whether I am important to or accepted by other people, and if I'm not, I feel really low and shyte.  As you can imagine, I feel that way a lot, being the total loser I am......  [/SARCASM]

I'm also kinda paranoid and draw unwarranted conclusions about things that might not even exist.  I'm pretty ****ed up in the head, to be sure.

[Pixelmaster]

My self esteem sucks! I think im fat sometimes even though Im 14 and way 101pnds, I dress dark and act crazy sometimes but act dark or completly crazy and happy and walk up to mail men and ask "Do mailmen deliver there own mail, or are there mailmen for mailmen?" and crazy **** like that, but others I'll get pissed and if someone says something that pisses me off I'll whip a plate at them. I have to take pills this lowers my self esteem a lot, because I think that Im like some loser who cant control himself, and sometimes I'll stay on the comp for 34 hours (I did this once) to avoid getting pissed. One of the things that make me feel the lowest is when people treat me like a special kid I'M NO F*CKING DIFFERENT AND NEITHER IS ANY ONE OVERWEIGHT OR ANYTHING!!! THE WORLD IS FUCKED UP BECAUSE OF ALL OF THIS **** OF MODELS WEIGHING 40 POUNDS!!

[Revolution911]

u r so goffik

[Cosmos]

Oook...?

[I Have a Sandwich]

Originally posted by Revolution911
Meiscool cries everynight before he sleeps. He knows why.


My self esteem is awesome. Infact I dont even know how some of you arent going crazy KNOWING that I'm not on your bed waiting for you. Looking at you, Sandwich.

Why must you read my mind constantly?

[Pixelmaster]

What you mean Goffik?! The biggest gothic thing about me is my name Xavier Alistar Ulrich (Not related to Lars but I wish I was)